What Could Have Been -But Never Was -But Perhaps Someday

What would've happened
If I'd reciprocated
that day?

Eventually
we'd end it

Instead
I walked in
you smiled

Flattered

This boy
attracted
to this woman

Foolish

I met you
again.

Clueless.

You don't know
how crazy I've been
for you
how often
I see your smile
with eyes closed

I schemed..
Perhaps I could love him so much
he won't need anything
ever.

 I could do that, you know?

But sweetness
Be happy
Be the man
you were made to be

I have to
walk away
I'll think no more
of you.

Here's my poem:

If the longer I wait
translates into
the longer
I'll have you

Goodbye.
May the New Year come.